Becoming Muslim
Ali Selman Benoist
(France)
Doctor of Medicine
As a Doctor of Medicine, and a descendant of a French
Catholic family, the very choice of my profession has given me a
solid scientific culture which had prepared me very little for a
mystic life. Not that I did not believe in God, but that the
dogmas and rites of Christianity in general and of Catholicism
in particular never permitted me to feel His presence. Thus my
unitary sentiment for God forbade my accepting the dogma of the
Trinity, and consequently of the Divinity of Jesus Christ.
Without yet knowing Islam, I was already believing in the
first part of the Kalima, La ilah illa 'Allah (There is
no deity but Allah), and in these verses of the Qur'an:
"Say: He, the God, is One; God is an absolute
unity;
He never begot, nor was He begotten; and there is
none equal to Him." (Al-Qur'an 112:1-4)
So, it was first of all for metaphysical reasons that I
adhered to Islam. Other reasons, too, prompted me to do that.
For instance, my refusal to accept Catholic priests, who, more
or less, claim to possess on behalf of God the power of
forgiving the sins of men. Further, I could never admit the
Catholic rite of Communion, by means of the host (or holy
bread), representing the body of Jesus Christ, a rite which
seems to me to belong to totemistic practices of primitive
peoples, where the body of the ancestral totem, the taboo of the
living ones, had to be consumed after his death, in order better
to assimilate his personality. Another point which moved me away
from Christianity was the absolute silence which it maintains
regarding bodily cleanliness, particularly before prayers, which
has always seemed to me to be an outrage against God. For if He
has given us a soul, He has also given us a body, which we have
no right to neglect. The same silence could be observed, and
this time mixed with hostility with regard to the physiological
life of the human being, whereas on this point Islam seemed to
me to be the only religion in accord with human nature.
The essential and definite element of my conversion to Islam
was the Qur'an. I began to study it, before my conversion, with
the critical spirit of a Western intellectual, and I owe much to
the magnificent work of Mr. Malek Bennabi, entitled Le
Phenomene Coranique, which convinced me of its being
divinely revealed. There are certain verses of this book, the
Qur'an, revealed more than thirteen centuries ago, which teach
exactly the same notions as the most modern scientific
researchers do. This definitely convinced me, and converted me
to the second part of the Kalima, 'Muhammad Rasul 'Allah'
(Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah).
This was my reason for presenting myself on 20th February
1953 at the mosque in Paris, where I declared my faith in Islam
and was registered there as a Muslim by the Mufti of the Paris
Mosque, and was given the Islamic name of 'Ali Selman'.
I am very happy in my new faith, and proclaim once again:
"I bear witness that there is no deity but Allah, and I
bear witness that Muhammad is Allah's servant and Messenger."
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